I am locked in a totally custom made steel chastity belt which cost over 1000 dollars. My Mistress has decided that we are to live as Mistress and slave 24/7/365 and also that my chastity is pretty much permanent. Could I cut it off ? maybe…. I would likely injure myself trying and ruin a very expensive belt. It was her idea to get the belt and she is very aggressive about making sure it stays on me. If I started rebelling and wanted it off, it would likely end the relationship.
I love her with all my heart and although living this way is very hard, I now cannot imagine not being her slave.
So in essence I have no choice. It is non consensual. It is almost certainly enforced chastity. I cant take it off and she wont take it off me. I cannot pull out as it is very tight. I am so used to it now that I have just gotten on with my life except that I am a real slave to a woman I love.
It is not a cheap plastic toy for sure but I think my chastity lies in the realm of the belt being a symbol of my status, a 24/7/365 reminder of my status, a means of physical control, and a powerful deterrent from any self pleasuring. The intended purpose of the belt has manifested in that i’m totally dependent on her for any physical pleasure and so I think only of her needs and wants far above my own. I am totally submissive and obedient at all times no matter what is going on.
I suppose in part I am a slave to my own desires but she has brought me further than I ever thought possible, pushed my limits way beyond what I ever imagined, and repetition coupled with her strong desire to own and train a slave to this level has developed an acceptance of how my life will be run….by her.
It is now on it’s second Mistress and despite having been locked in it for over 400 days in total I have never yet found any way to escape, remove it or reach orgasm in it. There have been times, quite frequently in the early days, when I have begged & pleaded to have it removed. There have been others where I have tried for literally hours to find a way out of it, sometimes ending up crying with frustration at my failure. This I consider true, enforced chastity. I do not always want to wear the belt, indeed sometimes I positively hate it. It makes no difference – I cannot remove it and She will not remove it. I am locked 24/7. The belt is removed once a week by Her, with me fully bound, blindfolded and gagged. I am not allowed to touch or even see what is happening. Sometimes She will allow me release, other times She will simply clean me and lock the belt back on – no matter, I have no control, no chance of escape and no option! I have now not touched or seen my penis for 70 days, despite the fact that we have enjoyed sex frequently during that period. I am not cuckold and She is not interested in others – She simply insists that She be in charge of all matters sexual at all times.
She has made it clear to me that if I insist on release then She will unlock me, however it will be the end of our relationship. As I plan to marry my Mistress next year that’s not really something I’d consider – enforced chastity is a small price to pay for the strength of the relationship we have.