Kept in Isolation

We also hit limits on isolation and sensory deprivation. We knew that prisons once used solitary confinement to break even hardened criminals so, of course, we want to try it. I had him build a cell in my attic dungeon and left him in darkness for a couple of days. Of course I found a small failure in his service to me to justify his punishment and loved the moment I turned the key on his cell. It was more frightening for him than we thought it would be. He had water, a toilet, and food he could access in the dark. No sound or light entered his room until I started playing tapes of my voice to him. Aside from experimenting with our FLR, I put him in it because I thought I could get more work done on a paper I was working on if he were not underfoot for a few days. That was a failure. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. At one point a few vanilla friends stopped in for a visit but, ridiculously, I had trouble not blurting out where I had stored him. I don’t know if I was excited or nervous. I was probably both. Of course, my girlfriend Heather wanted to come by and see his cell. We crept quietly up to my attic dungeon because I didn’t want him to hear us moving around. It seems silly to admit this because there was nothing to see but a door but lying on the stairs staring a his cell got us both so worked up we almost didn’t make it back to the bedroom. To keep it safer, I never left the house. Once I heard him pound on the door begging to be let out. A few minutes later he angrily demanded to be let out. That was a difficult moment for me. It was very hard to stay strong. Moments before I broke and opened the door he started intoning his mantra. “I am only a slave. It is a privilege to serve.”** I knew we had both passed a test. Twice each day at different times I visited him. When I thought we had both reached our limits I visited him for the last time. I dressed in is favorite leathers. I asked him if he were ready to leave his cell and come back to me a better servant. The dear man actually cried and admitted to being less of a servant than he could have been and promised to increase his efforts. I admit to teasing him about leaving him in for much longer. How could I resist when he was so pliable? He has been a better servant after such an experience. However, playing on the edge is dangerous.