I am Mistress and Mummy – the two roles sometimes blur but are generally separate. I am dominant female . He is a slave husband.
In my mind these are roles that are set in stone now… it all just seems very normal. Vanilla sex is all but gone, mostly now if we make love it is using other methods.The last time he got on top and fucked me it felt strange…something wasn’t as it should – don’t get me wrong it was hot and horny but not as it should be…

He is currently under Mummy’s control, orgasm denial,wearing nappies,24/7, being fed and chastised. If you would have told me 2 years ago this would be normal I would have laughed.
BUT THIS IS NORMAL NOW…..

We have ordered a cot and he will be sleeping in it every other weekend (due to kids being away) If kids were gone it would be all the time. My control over his orgasm denial and life is overwhelming sometimes but it is also something that is so important to me….and to him. He is a man who gives so much to me. I do allow him to suckle at my breasts and he can be smothered if he does not erect.

This is what makes me want to give so much to him. Yes, it’s sexual but also it’s SO much more….a connection that is so powerful, so awe inspiring. This all feels so right to me that it is a massive part of my life. I have honestly never been happier that when I am giving him a long list of chores or when I have him in the stocks, or naked serving me wine. I am free……and life doesn’t get much better than this !!!

Mistress has me take Viagra first then has me apply the cream using a cotton bud through the bars of the cage ranging from 15-30 minutes before removing the cage. Then she watches me amusingly has I struggle to make the now numbed cock get hard. That’s the reason for the Viagra, it will get there in the end…then once its hard we put a normal condom on. 15 minutes it has not quite numbed it, 30 minutes and it is very hard to get hard…depending on how evil Mistress is feeling.

I cant even tell I am in there its a very strange feeling to take your cock out and see that’s its still hard, when you cant feel it.

Of course that’s also Mistress favorite time to give me 30 seconds to cum….either by penetration or by my hand I still cant do it.

While mistress likes it to be completely numb (including balls and all), you use a bit less if you want to maintain some feeling.

We use a penis extender on my small penis. Mistress absolutely loves it and it frustrates me soo much – there is a good 2-4 inches between you and the rest of the extender so no stimulation to me – just to Mistress.

We cuddle then he touches me, (asking first of course) when I answer yes he suckles my nipples and strokes my pussy until I get wet. We often kiss and he brings me to amazing orgasms…
This sets me up for the day and leaving him wanting affirms that Mistress knows best- orgasms for me, none for him.