Control was what I needed and her control on me has gripped tighter since we became a proper couple. Yes my dick has been locked for around 2 years now (on and off at 1st), then it was a release every week.
However, since I have moved in my mistress has said she would to see me locked up permanently, only to be removed for cleaning/dr’s visits. She has seen another female supremacist who showed her how to milk me so she proposes that i wont actually get an orgasm again.
I need to be honest and say that as a long term wearer I did find wearing my device tough going in both the practical sense of the word and in my head, now I am used to it, but i get releases around every month. My girlfriend says she wouldn’t have it anyway and she made some mods to me early on which I am happy about as I cant masturbate all the energy is focused on her, which makes her happy and me in turn.
Its been my longest ever time since I orgasmed now 12th April 2008. She said I may as well assume that’s it now as milking is my new form of release and my sex organs are now my mouth, my ass (she trained me to be used up my bum) and like now when we do have sex I do enter my girlfriend, but i wear a strap on (I haven’t actually penetrated my g/f for 18 months with my dick), seems maybe i was destined for this path, whilst its devastating and I don’t know if my mind will cope I am committed to pleasing her, but she does look after her dick and balls they just don’t get used in the conventional sense, any one else on this forum either in long term or permanent like me?
I can understand your feelings. I too am locked up but permanenty. My Mistress will never release me from my cage and the only way I please her is with my tongue or a double ended penis gag. It is total control!
My Mistress has me locked in a lori tube and I am pierced with a heavy PA so I can’t pull out. Thanks for your concern I kinda feel for me too if you want the truth but it makes it easier I have been a long term wearer for a while, this is just the evolution from once a week to once a fortnight to once a month to now total and permanent denial.
Day to day when I am working its fine and when I get home its fine, but the times when your alone and normally you would have a crafty wank can be tough going. Sometimes when we do have sex I am red blooded male and I please her in every way she tells me too, but always I go unsatisfied, and normally after that its a downer, and it gets taken off for cleaning etc, a few hours after that its a bit of a downer too.
However, the benefits of her control over me and me essentially giving up my own urges (which she considers a weakness and selfish) makes my permanent lock-down rewarding. I am still going into permanent and yes its tougher than I though. Milking is frustrating and humiliating but for health reasons its done, locked straight back again, but I do miss even just touching my dick, its a learning curve for me, but I am committed to my owner.
As for our relationship yes its has impacted in a positive way and whilst its frustrating and a major head screw up my priorities are her now and before I thought they were but since she has took away my dick I focus all my time, effort, support & life on her. In return I am allowed out once a week to see friends, occasionally work colleagues and most off all I am owned by a compassionate yet strict Mistress/Girlfriend.
The longest I’ve gone without an orgasm is a little over two months. She keeps letting me out for a time, but then we always go back to it as well, so I think we’re also on the road to permanent chastity. Part of me is very much looking forward to it. I love the sex we have when I’m caged, and she tells me the sex is much better for her too when I’m not distracted by my own pleasure. And in the cage we both notice that I’m more romantic and attentive to her. So everything about going permanent sounds good as long as I can learn to deal with the mental challenge.