Total toilet training

She fed me with Her piss several times that day, and started slowly incorporating and practicing drinking directly from the source. Other times it would be from a glass, cup, mug or bowl even. i was in awe of Her and just simply found myself blindly and obediently following following Her every instruction.

That first evening after my first big beating, She cooked dinner, and had me helping and assisting Her as She prepared the food. She had me kneeling down beside Her at the kitchen table while She ate HER dinner, and my dining experience was that She would occasionally bend down and spit out the food She had been chewing into my open mouth. After we had both finished our dinner, i was told to clean up the kitchen and also given a set of daily chores, tasks and list of things that i would have to complete each day, regardless if i was working or off.

While i was finishing up cleaning the kitchen, She awaited me in the living room, and as i entered and crawled over to Her, She was sitting there fully unclothed, in all Her magnificent glory, having me crawl over to Her feet and start to kiss them.

As i was kissing Her feet, She was talking to me about the day’s events and informing me that She was in no way shape or form a Sadist, but beating me down was the only way in which She could have me like the putty She desired, so She could remold and shape me into the slave that She wanted me to become for Her.

“Today, I could see how weak, sniveling and insignificant that you really are and that you are definitely not a masochist but more of a big pussy, which is very good for me and will not take me as long to break you totally down to nothing.” “I think that one full week of beatings and training will have you exactly where I want you to be.”

“Come now, you were privileged to have been able to taste my feet, tits and pussy, but you have not met everything or everyone yet, so allow me to introduce you to all of the other wondrous things and especially to the other black hole of your Queen and Owner”, with this She forced me by using Her feet to lie down on the carpet, and She got up and just squatted down over my face and spread Her ass cheeks apart to fully expose her anus, which was mere inches from my face. Using Her finger She pointed to Her anus and told me that from that hole i would be receiving scrumptious feedings, as well as being totally responsible for keeping Her Chocolate Starfish Cleaned and shining, then She made me kiss it. After kissing, She made me open my mouth wide and sat on my face with all her weight with Her anus pressed tightly to my open mouth.

She put the TV on and started enjoying a TV program. This was the first time i was being fully face sat and soon i found myself breathless. Shortly i found another cause of discomfort, as She started venting into my mouth which i had no choice but to swallow it all. i was feeling nauseated but there was no escape as She had all Her weight. A little motion of my face to either side, and She would slap my balls or would pinch my nipples.

As i kept on groaning under her weight with the now constant gushing in of Her smelly wind, it was a nightmarish experience for me. At last She finally lifted herself and stared at my red face. She gave me a hard slap on my face and admonished me again for moving my face whenever She sits on it.

Then She just grinned and let me know that i had a long way to go to become Her fully trained and kept slave and to fully serve Her in total and complete slavery and ownership. Then She said that She was ready for bed and had me crawl behind Her to the Master Bedroom, where She had a dog collar ready, and placed it around my neck. There was a large doggie bed made up on the floor with a blanket by it and She chained me to the foot of the bed, bidding me Good night.

Reminding me again of my list of chores to do tomorrow, that were posted on the refrigerator, along with what and how i was to prepare Her breakfast. Although i was feeling nervous, scared and strange in the beginning of the day, but now, laying here on the floor, i was just too weak, tired and beaten down to resist anything else.

Early the following morning, i was jerked by my collar, and slapped hard on my face, awakened early in the morning by my new Mistress/Owner, and She told me it was time for my real Training to begin. What all followed and transpired was truly beyond my wildest imagination and previous experiences.

To begin it all, She made me drink her morning nectar right in the bed room and then kicked my ass and urged me into the bathroom. She was totally naked and She ordered me to kneel down with my face towards the wall like a naughty boy. i then heard Her lifting the lid of the commode as She settled down upon it. My senses quickly became too keen and next i heard Her pissing inside the bowl, soon after, heard Her pass some gas, rather loudly. Followed by the most awful smell, which soon filled the bathroom as She continued Her morning duty. i was beginning to feel a bit nauseous but at the same time i also felt a strange type of addiction.

She eventually allowed me to turn around, and i found Her still sitting quite Royal and Elegantly on the commode like the Queen She was. The air inside the room was heavy with the foul smell of gas and shit and i somehow controlled myself from reversing everything in my stomach. She made me then crawl to Her and picked up a riding crop with which She lifted my face by placing it beneath my chin until i was looking directly up at Her face, which i found to be serious and hard.

She told me that i should immediately start learning what my real actual worth is, and with that, She lifted Herself from the commode and ordered me to look deep into it. This made me feel dizzy and a bit light headed, but i did as instructed and as soon i peeked into the bowl, my newfound Queen Ruler pressed my head with her foot inside of the commode until my face was just barely a centimeter away from Her huge heap steamy and smelly crap.

My nose actually touching the heaping pile. i attempted to struggle to pull my head upwards but only received a painful crack of the crop on my ass. As i screamed in agony, while also trying hard not to vomit. i then heard my Queen’s seductive but hissing voice telling me that as of right now, my worth to Her is no more than this pile of shit that She just deposited into the toilet and that it would be Highly advisable and so much better for me to fully accept this in order to escape another extensive beating and incur more of Her wrath. With my face inside the toilet and my nose touching the pile of Her shit, She kept on whipping my already black and blue, badly bruised ass, while also abusing me verbally. It seemed like this went on for over an hour, but was actually no longer than a few minutes, then She finally allowed me to remove my head from the toilet, with my face now crimson red which i could also feel, and this was a whole new level of humiliation for me.

But my ordeal was not yet over for me. The next thing She did was to take and remove the Toilet Paper Roll from the carrier and threw it into the trash can, announcing that from this day forth, whenever i was at home, i would be licking both Her ass and Her pussy clean every time She had to relieve Herself and especially after She had been working hard all day. After every shit, i would become Her full ass cleaner.

That being said She went to the sink to wash off Her face, and while doing so, She made me kneel down behind Her to lick Her ass clean.
She warned me that if i did not lick Her ass properly, spotlessly clean, to Her exacting standards, that She would take great delight in torturing my cock and balls until hospitalization was required. So i immediately parted her ass cheeks with shaky hands and started licking Her asshole and starfish, full out tasting shit for the first time.

i was quite nervous and began licking all around Her Black hole, ensuring that it was clean as i was going, then pulling Her cheeks wide apart and licking each inside cheek from top to bottom and then reversing my tongue to make it all clean, my mouth was tasting a bit bitter from the flakes of Her shit that i was lapping up. Once i had finished and checked out my own work, She then began checking out Her asshole by rubbing Her finger around Her starfish, having found it satisfactory to my joy, She then slapped my face, telling me that She was going to ENSURE i was fully and completely converted into a SELF CLEANING TOILET and Ass Cleaning slave and eventually would become a SELF FLUSHING TOILET as well. But first things first, starting Today my drink of choice in this household would be Her piss, with some variations allowed, Her piss however would be consumed daily and several times a day as well. With today also starting my SCT training and usage. SCT, meaning; shit consumption training.

This all said and done, i was slapped again and sent off to prepare Her breakfast and to start on my list of household chores which had to be accomplished today.

After serving Her breakfast and cleaning up the dishes, She told me to make some oatmeal prepared with some brown sugar in it and to call Her when the oatmeal was done. When the oatmeal was ready, i summoned Her and She had me put the oatmeal into a very large wide rimmed bowl, She sat down with Her ass overhanging the edge of the chair and told me to hold the bowl under Her ass, where She promptly shit and pinched off a good size loaf of Her shit into the oatmeal filled bowl. Telling me to take away the bowl, She got up and had me re-clean Her asshole to Her satisfaction, then She stood upright and went to the cabinet, removing the maple syrup, which She then poured over the top of Her shit on my oatmeal. Having me kneel down beside the kitchen table next to Her chair, She then proceeded to spoon feed me my breakfast oatmeal, ensuring that i ate and swallowed every last bit of Her shit and my oatmeal. Then She pissed into a large glass and told me to drink it all down for my nourishment.

This was followed by many chores, tasks and extensive housecleaning, while She relaxed but occasionally would observe and check my progress and my work to see if it passed Her inspection.
There were things that i did not do to Her liking or satisfaction, and whenever She found something, She would slap my face hard, and make me re-do the task to Her standards.

Finally finished with my daily list of chores, She once again went through my list and checked everything to ensure it met Her standards and requirements. i had failed in the kitchen and bathroom and had to have Her oversee those areas of cleaning to do them to Her satisfaction. Once everything was done properly and inspected, She again took me to the dungeon room, where She again tied me up and down, spread eagled a bit and bent over, where She began whipping and beating my already badly bruised ass some more. She was using floggers and a paddle, alternating, and this time it only took a few hits to have me crying and with a few more strikes i Did actually pass out. She brought me back to life, then beat me some more. i do not know how long this went on, just know it felt like hours. Finally She stopped and rubbed my ass with liniment and creams, eventually lubing up my asshole as She then prepared Her cock for entry. She fucked me for a very long time and when She stopped, She pulled out and had me suck Her cock until it was totally clean and devoid of anything traceable or discernible.

After releasing me from my bondage, She had me follow Her to the sofa box, where She positioned Herself with Her legs spread apart to have me train on proper pussy worship skills and techniques.

i worshipped, loved and adored Her pussy for what seemed like, and actually was hours. She had orgasmed several times and then it was clean up training again, and how to properly and orally care for, clean and polish Her pussy.

After this, there was outside yard work to do and also cleaning up Her Beauty Salon section, floors, mirrors, bathroom, sinks, all required cleaning, to which all was done to Her exacting specifications.

That evening for dinner, She had prepared everything for both of us.
She had fried chicken, mashed potatoes, corn and a salad. She made me a log of Her shit smothered in mashed potatoes and corn.

From then on, She set the daily rituals as follows;

First she would finish Her morning duty, and once She lifts herself, I was used to lick Her ass totally clean. Then She would order me to bury my face inside the filled toilet with my nose touching to the heap (this she was very particular about!), until She allowed me to remove my head, which was actually after 10 minutes and after She had finished Her morning beauty rituals. Only then was i allowed to flush the toilet ending this ritual.

The same routines continued for me for over a month. After the morning bowel movement training and ass cleaning, piss drinking, completing the daily house, yard, and salon cleaning and chores, eating Her shit mixed with food for breakfast and dinner, constantly drinking piss all day, getting beaten in the dungeon with lots of ass fucking, eating Her pussy to orgasm and beyond, but with plenty of punishing face slapping for doing anything wrong or saying anything wrong, the only other changes in this routine was that She was incorporating training to be Her chambermaid and properly giving Her bathes and showers, and She also started using me for Her spit receptacle, with proper obedience protocols, crawling, kneeling, praying, adoring and worshipping All parts of Her body, how to walk, crawl, kneel, beg, plead, leash and collar training.

While i was afraid that i could possibly catch a disease from drinking piss, swallowing Her spit and eating shit everyday, nothing really ever happened, because in large part, She was eating very healthy foods and even drinking healthy liquids. She also started having me drink Her piss directly from the source and She worked very hard with me to have me be able to do this without wasting a drop of Her pee. Also She began using more dungeon training, cbt, nipple torment and extensive ass training, not only with strap on’s, but with all sorts of toys, nipple torment, with the entire overriding amusement being to do very nasty and perverse things with me.

Things had been going fast and it was almost time for my vacation to be over, and one morning She proceeded to take things one step further. On this particular morning things went as usual, Except this time after She lifted Herself off the toilet after completing Her duty, and began to lick Her asshole clean, She had began to clean Her face in the sink, all the while i was licking Her asshole shiny clean, when suddenly i could see Her anal starfish opening begin expanding and before i had a chance to realize or react, She pushed out a nice medium sized brown sausage log directly into my mouth.

She had quickly turned around in order to see my shocking expression and then immediately began admonishing me against swallowing or spitting it out. She grabbed Her riding crop, turned around as i was just too speechless, kneeling there with my mouth filled with a medium size shit sausage. She placed the tip of Her crop beneath my chin and Then ordered me to chew. It was like a bad dream to me and i could not react immediately, which She found disrespectful and She immediately answered with a very sharp and stinging whipping. So, i then quickly closed my mouth and started chewing. i felt myself crushed with shame but i continued to chew
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She told me to continue chewing and not stop for anything, until She allowed me to swallow it. She proceeded with cleaning Herself up and once She was finally finished, She came around to me, held my head up with my hair, tilted it a little bit and looked down directly into my face and eyes, and then She uttered only one sentence “Toilet swallow it !” i responded out of impulse by simply just swallowing it all down.

From this day forth, She started to increase the number of sausage’s for me to handle, in this manner. While She also would prepare my meals with infusing them with Her scat as well. As my toilet training was at this particular stage, She also informed me that being Her full and complete toilet would not be a constant part of my life with Her, because there were grave and serious consequences with health, medical and safety issues. That full toilet use had to be done as healthy and sanitarily as possible and that She had to ensure my health and well being, as She did not want a slave to become ill and unable to fulfill my duties and obligations as Her Full Service slave.

This entire experience over the past weeks with my Owner and Supreme Ruler left a very indelible imprint on my psyche. Domina’s are people, each have their own methods, ideals and wants, needs and desires. Some are true sadists, their particular fetishes may be totally different from your own or from another Domina’s. Just as any real slave has their own fondness for particular fetishes and so forth.

If you find a Domina that tells you they want a slave with no limitations, having no say whatsoever, irregardless of your faults, tolerance levels, i would advise that you stay clear of her. She is telling you something that you better be paying close attention to. Unless being badly beaten and used irresponsibly as her eat shit eating toilet is your thing, and you do not care about becoming ill, sick, infected or die.

A GOOD DOMME will be level headed, have some caring and understanding, will allow you to speak to Her, respectfully and will give what you say at least some consideration. Above all, a GOOD DOMME, especially one seeking a 24/7 lifestyle situation, will not do anything to permanently harm you in any way, for this would defeat the purpose of having you as a lifelong slave. This is not to say that they will not punish or abuse you, but that they will definitely respect your limitations and tolerance levels.

In my case, i was a pussy, i hated pain and severe punishment of any kind, especially beatings and spankings. Through repetition, and in the process of breaking me down to nothing, my Owner worked hard with me to increase my tolerance and pain levels to be able to take what She wanted me to take. For She was not doing this purely to get off or get excited, although this did make Her very wet anyway. She did it for the purpose of Breaking me down so that She could remake me into exactly what She wanted me to be for Her. She did this to show me that there would be severe consequences for any and all of my actions or inactions, and occasionally She did it because it made Her happy and pleasured Her.

This experience with being a first time 24/7 live-in slave, coupled with all of the very intense nature of the training and treatment i received from Her was way more than anything beyond my wildest imaginations, and upon reflecting back to the period in my life of slavery, it is even hard for me to believe what i went through and experienced. My first True Owner not only broke me down to remold me into a real true slave, but She also showed me the really true lowly place of being a slave, forcing me into assuming the same for Her. More than that even, was the fact that She showed me just genuine caring and understanding all the while She was Teaching and Training me on how to properly serve Her in every way one can imagine. Housekeeper, maid, butler, chauffeur, gardner, yard boy, janitor, Chambermaid, laundress, cook, dishwasher, handyman and more. i became Her most fullest and complete sex slave beyond imagination, that covered very nasty, perverse and kinky areas of domination and submission. In doing what She did, She made me Love Her more deeply than i have loved anyone since.

As for My toilet training, it was moving slowly but steadily. and after a month after She first taught me to receive her sausage into my mouth and consume them by chewing them in front of her I started feeling like a real toilet of my mistress.

She used to love to see me chewing and struggling with Her sausages, on my knees while She would take a leisurely bath. And i had to struggle with my mouthful till she had ended Her bath and finally She would order me to swallow!! That first day She had given me one sausage to taste then the next morning She release two sausages into my mouth while i was also learning to lick Her ass clean. She would giggle to see my facial expression as She would release the sausage without warning into my mouth. Slowly she increased the amount to four. I was surprised to realize how mesmerized I was and dizzily following her command day after day.
She used to verbally abuse me curse me and used to tell me that only use she can find of me is as her shit pot. I was also surprised to note that even after such an acute abuse of my body I did not fall sick in any bigger way, barring a few occasion of indigestions !

She used to ensure that after every service to her may be for her piss or shit I consume belly full of plain water. she used to force me to drink it. This she used to tell me to “keep the toilet fit !” I was slowly losing my identity as a human being only thinking myself as her toilet. She used to love to torture me punish me whip me but the things of her most liking was to have face sat on me and using me to dump her waste.

She had one cassette of Japanese Femdom, in which two mistresses were using their slaves as their toilet after locking his head into a toilet box and his hands and legs shackled properly.

The cassette was an intense one having elaborate scenes of the mistresses filling the poor slaves mouth with their hot shits and whipping and torturing him to eat the offering completely.

She used to show the cassette to me and would indicate to me my fate. Also she had a huge album filled with the photograph of her with one of her submissive used by her as toilet back in Germany. Several photos were of the slave locked into a wooden toilet box and my mistress sitting on it for her morning duty.

After the beginning and normal service to Her, which was consuming Her hot sausage at the very end of Her bowel movement into the toilet, She would then take me to the dungeon, beat my ass and ass fuck me until She was ready to stop. Then She would care for my sore ass and let me suckle on Her large breasts before dressing me in whatever sort of clothing She desired for the day. Nylons, panties, maid’s uniform or something else, even naked. She would collar me and send me on my way to do whatever list of chores was posted for that day of the week. She would then leave for the salon adjacent to the house to return after Her work in the evening. Occasionally She would come back to check on my tasks and chores to ensure i had done them correctly to Her specifications. In the evening She would come back and cook dinner for both of us, most often preparing one of Her special sausages mixed in with whatever foods She was preparing. Sometimes She delighted in spoon feeding me Her Sausage Delights, other times She fed me like a dog, and other times She would have me sitting or kneeling next to Her chair and She would chew up the food before spitting it into my open and waiting mouth. She loved to make me grovel, beg and bark. After dinner, i immediately cleaned up the kitchen and put everything away. She would relax and usually get completely undressed and would be waiting for me to come into the other room, where She could watch and enjoy the TV while She face sat me in different positions to allow me to tongue wash Her pussy and ass. Making me open my mouth wide so She could tightly press Her asshole right to my open mouth, where i knew that once i started i had to continue licking Her asshole and starfish continuously, for if i stopped for any reason, She would begin to torture my cock and balls and twist and pinch my nipples.

She would reward my good licking by farting in my mouth profusely. Initially, She would release Her gas soundlessly, but after a few days of my training She then started doing this loudly in my mouth. Whenever She would release gas loudly, She would give an evil seductive type of giggle and would ask me “how is the weather down there boy !”. This experience in itself was very hellish for me. During all of my training to be Her owned house slave, Whenever She was sitting on my face, or was using me to Worship Her pussy, ass or other parts of Her body, She would use this time to lecture and further instruct me on my training and my progress thus far. She also told me at this time, that if my good progression continued that soon She would teach me to receive all of Her load into my mouth and consume it all so that She could stop using her lifeless commode and be able to change over to Her human toilet!

To my surprise that day had finally come. The very night before She sat on my face and lectured me in great detail as to how to receive the “Brown Showers of my Queen” as Her personal shit pot and ass cleaner. She informed me that the very next morning She would not be using her white lifeless porcelain toilet, but instead would be using Her personal human toilet. This was bad news for me, as i was truly scared about this, it was one thing to receive a few sausages but to have to receive a Full Load of Her shit into my mouth was quite another. When She finally lifted Herself from my face She quickly studied my nervous face and then smiled wickedly down at me, placing Her foot on my face, She then started pushing down and grinding Her foot into my face. i remember starting to scream, then after a few grinds of Her foot, She started pushing the the tips of her toes into my mouth. Soon she had all of Her toes pushed into my mouth and yelled at me to open my mouth wider. i did as commanded.

She took out Her toes and peeked into my mouth Her penetrating eyes boring into my face then She commented ” you are going to be a very nice shit pot !” She then grabbed my head and pulled me into place on Her pussy, and soon my mouth was flooded with her salty warm piss. making me swallow it all, She had great muscle control to allow me to fill up my mouth and swallow so nothing was lost of wasted. After my piss break, She told me to get mentally and physically ready for the morning ordeal, and with that She chained me to the leg of Her bed and went to sleep. i had a restless and sleepless night thinking of how to manage my Queen’s brown shower. It was hard for me to believe and fathom that this was actually happening to me. But this was my new reality!

After a restless and sleepless night, finally drifted off in the end, but it was quickly disturbed by my Queen’s crop. She commenced giving me a very sound whipping, until i cried for mercy, when She then declared that She would be using me as Her full toilet pig.

To prepare me for Her toilet slave, She fished out a crude wooden ball stretcher and attached it to my balls in a painfully tight grip. The pain started rushing through my balls up into my spine. Then She attached a rope to the ball stretching device with the other end hanging loose later i was able to understand the purpose of the rope). She slipped a cock ring at the base of my already throbbing cock. Finally, She pushed a huge dildo up my own manhole and the preparation was complete.

She kicked my ass hard and ordered me to crawl into the bathroom and await Her. So, i obediently crawled into the bathroom and awaited Her presence, while on my knees, feeling both awkward and dizzy.

Within a few minutes my Queen and Owner entered the bathroom with a low toilet stool which had a big hole on the seat, a spreader bar and lot of ropes. i could not help but start to plead with Her to leave me normal, but that only brought a very hard slap to my face, as She then pulled me by my ear to one corner of the bathroom, near the basin making me lie on my back face up. She stretched my arms above my head and tied them to the large rings on the wall. i was too weak to do anything to resist, and soon after She attached the spreader bar to my legs making them open wide and then in turn She tied them to some other large rings on the other side of the bathroom. Now, i was completely immobile.

She casually inspected Her handiwork, being satisfied, She then patted my cheek with Her foot and explained “you are my owned and kept filthy pig and now you will know how it feels to be your Queen’s shit pot, so just wait !” With this She placed the low toilet stool just above my face. i was far too nervous and could feel my body shaking!

She gave a hard tug to my balls using the rope and i cried out realizing now, the true purpose of the rope. She straddled my face and slowly sat on the stool. Soon Her beautiful and shapely ass was just centimeters above my face. She adjusted herself such that her asshole was just above my lips.

“Ok boy, now tell me how your world looks like from down under there!” She then spread Her ass cheeks exposing Her rosebud starfish asshole, ordering me to kiss it and lick it. i was eagerly kissing it, and then She ordered me to start licking it. Soon, She rewarded me with a loud fart, and She peeked down between Her legs to watch my face. She then informed me to Thank my lucky stars that She did not have Her full toilet box with Her. Then She ordered me to seal my mouth fully around Her asshole, while continuing to lick Her ass to allow for the downing of Her gas. By now, i was feeling too dizzy to think about anything anymore. i dutifully sealed my mouth as She ordered and She started emptying all of Her belly loudly into my mouth. i felt myself straining against my bonds but there was no release, the only thing i could do at this point was to receive a few painful tugs on the rope to my balls.

After what seemed an eternity, She ordered me to unlock my mouth. and told me that the time has come for me to receive Her “full out, brown shower” now, ordering me to open my shit pot (mouth) wide and observe my hot breakfast meal, coming out of my Queen’s asshole. Immediately advising me to start swallowing the offerings as soon as it filled my mouth , to avoid any overflow at all costs, because if that happened and there was any mess or spillage, She would simply light my balls on fire. i knew that She was highly capable of doing this, so i opened my mouth as wide as i could staring up at Her pulsating starfish, quite helplessly. She farted for the last time and i could see the brown log of shit start to push out of Her asshole, and it quickly filled my mouth. i started swallowing Her shit as fast as i could without choking myself.

But to no avail as it just kept on coming out, which began to choke me anyway, and i felt tears well up in my eyes, struggling hard to cope and keep up with Her shit. i glanced up and saw my Queen peeking through Her legs to watch my performance and progress. She began pissing all over my body, drenching me fully. The flow of Her shit seemed to me to be never ending as i closed my eyes. Soon i heard my Queen’s voice to hold back the next load into my mouth and let it begin to pile up. i could feel myself stop from swallowing and soon my mouth was full of shit to the brim. Suddenly, the flow stopped leaving my mouth completely full, with some sausages protruding out of my mouth.

My Queen lifted herself from over my face and inspected me very closely, then exclaimed “you are a nice shit pot and you will become a Great Shit Eater and ass cleaner, and you will serve me well ! Now my pig slut, as your reward i am going to allow you to fully chew this last mouthful before you swallow it. So get started.” with this She gave a last painful tug to my balls, got up and washed off Her ass with water and began to prepare Her morning bath water.

As i just continue to lay there, still tied and bound, with my mouth filled to the brim with hot smelly shit sausages. i began chewing them as ordered and kept on doing so till my Queen had finished Her bath and allowed me to to then swallow. Amazingly, in reality, i had received all the load of my Queen.

After Her bath and after consuming Her shit, my Queen again squatted down over my face and then filled my mouth with Her Hot Piss, having me use Her piss as a mouthwash rinse and to wash things down.

Even still today, after all these years, whenever i reminisce and recall my experience, i can distinctly feel and savor the taste of Her shit in my mouth!

On the big day that my Queen had used me as Her actual toilet, all i can remember is how sick that i felt. Right after She deposited Her load of shit into my mouth and made me eat it down, i had felt a very strong urge to vomit, with deep nausea with the worst thing to happen, if i reversed everything and it came back up.

Having be deeply admonished by Her against making any spills or messes and to this day, i am not sure how the hell i kept it all down.
When She had finished Her bath and had filled my mouth with Her piss to wash everything down, She had left the bathroom and returned shortly with a very large container of fresh water, untied me, having me kneel down in front of Her, telling me to drink All of the water.

i had somehow managed even being in a dizzy state of mind, while having my bladder about to burst. She just stood over me and kept on teasing me for sometime, while i was feeling moving pressure acutely. Then She left the bathroom and allowed me to also relieve myself. After my own personal relief, my dizziness somewhat subsided, but i still felt quite weak, even walking properly.

Once i had finished my own bath, using Her old bath water i then had to use mouthwash and fully brush my teeth and clean my tongue, before presenting myself to Her in the bedroom. She was sitting on the edge of the bed, as i crawled over to Her feet to kiss them, but quickly received a painful sting from Her crop. She exclaimed ” you shit pot, you will never kiss or put your lips on any part of my body, until after i inspect your mouth for cleanliness, then and only then, will you be allowed to kiss or lick any other parts of my body.

Immediately after being my toilet or ass cleaner, you will gargle and rinse out your nasty mouth and you will fully brush your teeth and present yourself for inspection, as I will not be subjecting myself to any forms of bacterial infection from you. Henceforth, along with your full toilet training, you will also start mastering the art of pussy and foot cleaning and spit ingestion. You are going to learn how to fully tongue clean my nasty, smelly and stinky pussy, as well as how to properly wash it and care for it. Just as you will my feet and toes, my breasts and underarms. From now on your mouth and tongue and lips will be solely used to not only pleasure me but to clean and massage me as well.

When you are not here to be my full toilet, you will still enjoy my sausages with lovingly prepared by me, for your evening meals. You will drink my piss every day, in every way imaginable and nothing except for straight water will be drank that does not include my piss. You will learn to crave my cum, and learn to lap up my periods too, and I will be fucking you and stretching your ass to suit my pleasures.

With this She beat me with the crop some more, till i fell onto the floor, putting Her foot on my face and forcing all of Her toes into my mouth, commanding me to suck and lick. Then She had me get up as She bound my hands and feet once more, to begin using candle wax on my cock and balls while pinching and squeezing my nipples, all while face setting me and having me eat Her pussy.

After i ate Her to orgasm, She untied me and started me off to do my daily chores while She got dressed to go to the salon.

If all the treatment seemed to be too cruel, harsh or disgusting, at this point i was simply going about in sort of a semi-conscience mindset. Later in the evening upon Her return from work, and after She inspected my chores, She then prepared me foods to eat, although i had to eat them after She had chewed them, as She was telling me that we both needed to eat healthy and well in order for me to serve Her as Her total Shit pot.

Once dinner was over, i cleaned up the kitchen and She took me into the dungeon room where She beat my ass some more and tied me over to work on my manhole with a variety of toys and diodes. Then when She was finished loosening up my hole, She had me follow Her into the living room, where She turned on the TV, and i knew it was pussy eating time. She placed me sitting on the floor with my head pushed down in between the couch cushions, allowing Her to sit fully on my face.

She began our daily ritual of speaking to me as i ate Her pussy and then just casually informed me that She would no longer be tying me up, although i must remain absolutely motionless while She was relaxing on top of my face and mouth! She motioned me once again onto the floor on my back and She then placed a pillow below my head to raise it up, ordering me to open my mouth wide. As i opened my mouth She slowly squatted over my face, exposing Her asshole to me and ordered me to kiss and lick it. Once i had finished doing both, She sat over my face with her asshole tightly pressed to my open mouth.

“All Right my shit pot, today there is going to be a lot for you to drink. So, Suck my wind you pig face!” And, with this She put on the TV and concentrated on Her program, but within a few minutes She fully started started to oblige me and soon the only wind i was feeling or receiving was from Her Deep Black Hole. i am not sure how i accomplished it, but i was able to keep myself motionless. This went on for a much longer time than i had thought, before She finally decided to retire for the night.

The very next morning turned out once again to be a harrowing experience. Early in the morning She awoke me to empty Her bladder into my mouth in the bedroom. Then She once again lectured me on the proper “Toilet Etiquette!”. Making me carry Her personal Toilet Stool in hand while dragging myself on my knees into the bathroom.

Once inside She bent over and had me kiss Her Ass and lick all up and into Her hole and clean Her starfish, for which my reward for a job well done, was to receive Her built up wind. Then She made me beg and plead to Her, requesting Her to please use me as Her private Shit Pot for Her morning duty. She made me plead and beg several times, before considering my request, finally ordering me to lie down on the floor and place the Stool over my head. Complying with Her orders, She then told me; “Ok my shit pot, today you will not be bound, and this is for you to learn to serve your Queen in a quite normal manner. Just remember if you make any messes or attempt to pull out your head at any time after i start, i will simple light your balls on fire, after which i will tie you up and bullwhip you until you are badly bleeding. I mean this in all sincerity. That last part She did not have to say, because i knew full well that She means exactly what She says.

Soon i was laying there helplessly, but not bound, with the Toilet Stool over my face waiting for my Queen to sit upon Her throne, to take Her morning shit. She sat there enjoying my grim looking face for quite a while, then She slowly lowered Her ass onto the toilet stool and soon i had Her ass just centimeters away from my lips. She spread Her Royal cheeks, fully exposing Her ass, while ordering me to seal my mouth onto Her asshole and for me to beg and plead to have Her release Her wind into me. i could feel my face begin burning with true shame and humiliation, but i just felt too dizzy to resist or care. i soon sealed my mouth to Her Ass and pleaded Her to vent Herself out and into my waiting mouth. i quickly started getting my reward.

After a few minutes of wind intake, She then ordered me to fully unlock and open my mouth wide for my breakfast sausage. In only seconds i could once again see Her asshole pulsating, then open wider, allowing the First Brown breakfast sausage push and slip out, falling into my waiting mouth. Then while i was trying to handle and manage that first smelly sausage, the big brown shower started with a great flow, making me gasp for breath trying to keep up with the faster flow.

i kept on swallowing and swallowing till She completely finished. Licking Her asshole and cheeks totally clean, sucking out the shit from Her starfish hole. She had once again fully drenched my body with Her piss, telling me how She truly hated to waste Her Good Nectar like that, so to finish things off She then pissed into my mouth and made me again, gargle with it and then swallow it down.

With that She reached down and grabbed onto my cock and balls, giving them a loving squeeze and stroked my hardened cock, while commenting; Such a nice self cleaning and self flushing Shit Pot you are becoming, I just may keep you forever. Now, don’t forget the proper toilet service etiquette. That being i kissed Her Ass lovingly and tenderly and told Her THANK YOU my QUEEN for using my mouth as Your Personal Toilet and for the wonderful breakfast sausages.

Then she became busy once again with her bath, and so it went, and so it would continue for my entire time as Her property and shit pot.

These forms of training become the stepping stool towards total GODDESS WORSHIP. Speaking strictly for myself, all of this training and especially the GOLDEN Training coming directly from HER Fountain of Womanhood is kin to a highly religious baptism with my GODDESS’S Holy Water. Ingesting HER fluids, joins us closely together with HER generous gift. It is hard for me to explain in the right words, or even recalling all of these special and precious moments without being reminded of the deep spiritual feelings and overtake you. The simple act of Drinking HER “GOLDEN WINE”, celebrates our deep intimacy with one another and further cements a deep and strong bonding union between us. All of which just reaffirms that through my a total power exchange and with my heartfelt submission and humble service and devotion to HER, while just in the most simplest, basest and most common activities.

Beatings and breast sucking

First however, you will fully become my owned and kept property, and in order for this to happen you have to be broken down to where I can mold you and make you into the slave I Want. That being said, She picked up a large paddle and immediately began to not only spank me but beat me mercilessly.

She ended up using all sorts of implements on my ass and continued to beat me until i was black and blue and crying my eyes out. The pain was intense and stinging and very painful, worse than any whipping i could have every imagined getting even as a kid. It was brutal and extreme.

During all of this beating and whipping, She constantly was talking to me, reinforcing the Rules and Protocols of which i had already sworn to live and abide by. She would ask me questions pertaining to my submission and my subservience and if i hesitated or answered wrong, She would Hit me even harder.

i do not know how long my initial beating lasted, but recall almost passing out, and when it was finally over, She immediately started mothering me, nurturing me and applied some sort of liniment to my reddened, black and blue ass. She held me and let me sob into Her large breasts, coaxing me to suck on them and kiss them. She undid my restraints and took me over to the large boxed sofa, where She applied more liniment to my ass.

Then getting up onto the sofa and straddling my head between Her legs, She had me kiss Her pussy softly and lovingly, kissing all around Her bush and thighs, before pulling my head softly but firmly into Her lushness, training and tutoring me now on How She wanted to be kissed, licked and sucked on, how She wanted to be tongue fucked and how i was going to worship Her pussy from this day forward.

Then She got up and pissed into a large glass and handed it to me to drink, Telling me that Her Golden Nectar Cocktails would forever be my only drink of choice.

i had taken several weeks of vacation from work and She continued to beat and whip me every day, followed my Her constant nurturing and comforting of me, while having me suck Her tits and eat Her pussy after every whipping.

Permanent toilet slavery

The show started with an absolutely stunningly attractive woman dressed in a leather and heels wheeling out her slave in a cage. The slave looked like nothing i have ever seen in my life. he was battered beaten bruised form head to toe. Just the site of this was difficult. He was thin and starved looking. His body marked everywhere covered in welts, scares, red black marks, deeply cut up like he had been beaten every day for the last decade, which i find out was indeed true.

She opens the slave he crawls out in chains on arms and legs, in chastity, kisses his lady owners feet, she begins by giving him a nice warm up whipping all over his body. Then she shits right on a plate, cracks her whip on the floor and the slave crawls lightening speed to her to begin frantically cleaning her asshole, going crazy burying his face her ass, getting every last inch of shit cleaned spotless off her perfect sexy ass. Again this woman is gorgeous perfect body and face like model. Frankly one of the most beautiful woman i have ever seen in my life so i am understandably aroused at this point though still my mind is racing thinking how on earth this salves body is that beaten up and sickly looking? Thinking of what he must go through and how much he is tortured to look like this.

The show continues with him now being whipped while he eats all the shit off the plate. On his hands and knees all chained up licking as fast as he can while she whips the shit out of him. He is trying to pick up the shit in his chained up hands and shove it in his mouth. It is apparent he has done this many times before and needs to get the shit eaten as fast as he can to be spared more whipping. When he is just about through eating this huge pile of shit, licking every morsel of shit off this plate, another tall drop dead gorgeous model looking woman comes out now and he is to do this all over again, eat her shit off the plate, except this time he is being whipped by 2 woman mercilessly while he eats his meal. After sometime he is screaming crying hysterically and shaking. He is crying and begging for mercy, and he will occasionally stop his shit eating to bow down to them., kissing their feet begging for mercy.Praying to them, reciting real prayer with hands together, bowing up and down worshiping at their feet. You can see in is body language and expression of real fear, he is terrified trembling shaking sweating and worshiping these woman like he is begging for his life. They calmly continue to beat him the absolute hell out of him despite his almost choking on his screams and cries.. They are just very calm and collected beating him with these thick whips which easily break skin with each stroke and they are sometimes yelling things at him or pointing to areas of shit on the floor that need to be better licked clean.

At this point i would like tt to get up and leave show but i am stunned in shock and scared to get up and leave. I look more around room and see there is also several huge burly looking mafia men standing around the room that worked their and i suspect had some role in the show and this mans life as a salve. At one point during the whipping i could have sworn the slave had a seizure and another point he passed out and woke up again. He was barely able to continue eating his meal anymore, his skin was lacerated head to toe all broken up and bleeding a lot. I could not even look at the show anymore. I had to turn away now. I thought they would kill him. After a long time of this horrific beating and shit eating, he was finally grabbed by his collar and the woman were yelling at him to kiss their feet again and he was convulsing at their feet begging and crying. Then they drag him back into the cage, where i was later told he lives everyday of his life.

How Can Male Chastity Benefit the Woman?

For starters, by controlling a man’s orgasms, a woman can free herself from the drudgery of housework, some of it…. or even ALL of it. Ejaculations can become conditional on him keeping the house clean on a regular basis. And that’s in addition to his regular chores.

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How about sex. Anytime, anyplace and exactly how the woman wants it. Her orgasms take on an added dimension of intensity when she knows he doesn’t have the same opportunity to cum, at least not in the near future anyway.

A woman in control can have a caring and attentive partner whose sole focus is on her wants and desires? The only way he ever gets to cum is by making sure she is happy and well taken care of.

Adoration by the man of her dreams is a powerful dynamic for any woman. A denied man thinks about sex often and the object of his desire is the only one who can provide him with release. After all, she’s the one holding the keys to his device.

The typical male masturbates more than he will ever admit. Ridding him of this habit is instantly achieved by incorporating male chastity. The only time he will be jerking himself off is for her entertainment.

When a woman denies a man of his orgasm, there is absolutely nothing he will not do for her. The female is only limited by her artful imagination.

When the male is cleverly denied by an understanding, capable and emotionally strong woman, the anticipation of sex will always be there for him.

With time, the male mindset adjusts accordingly. For some men a complete reversal takes place; from how he can best satisfy himself, to how he is now free to fulfill her every want and need.

Ironically, achieving this mental state of sexual surrender can be the most satisfying emotion a man can attain.

For any guy who has ever wondered what it’s like to completely adore and cherish a woman, male chastity is the answer. He will come to find himself in an erotically stimulating state of peace and contentment that he never knew existed.

Male chastity coupled with orgasm denial can take a man and woman to a place of romantic intimacy that is reserved for only a few select couples that have the courage to venture down this provocative path.

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Mistress Scarlet

My name is Mistress Scarlet. I am a dominant female and a sadist. I am now a lesbian. I have a thoroughly subjugated husband who I call bitch-boy. Bitch-boy is a subjugated, trapped slave and a source of amusement. He does all the chores and housework, and fetches and carries and his reward is enforced chastity, humiliation, punishment and suffering; and of course living with an exciting beautiful woman!

My tastes are eclectic and include petticoating humiliation of bitch-boy as little girl, school girl and French maid; extended total sensory deprivation, sub-human slave treatment, SPH, babyfication, bondage, enforced hospitilisation, dickie-discipline, the use of an electrical box, tease and denial, and of course sessions of discipline to maintain appropriate standards of submissiveness.

Lowly status licking soles clean

Something I really enjoy is spitting out half chewed food and then squashing it into the surface of the floor with the sole of my shoe or boot before my human toy has to consume the food. The human toy must lick the sole of the shoe or boot clean at the end of the meal.

Licking a sole clean is such a perfect indication of the chasm in status between the human toy and the Mistress. And the footwear can be a high-heeled, very sexy boot or shoe; or can be a much less erotic item of footwear.

It is probably not a coincidence that two of the most cruel and naturally dominant visitors of whom bitch-boy suffered the cruel attention, within five minutes of each of them arriving, had him licking the soles of their shoes clean while they chatted to me and we casually discussed the forthcoming afternoon.

There is no skin contact, the toy can be mostly ignored, (apart from the occasional curt instruction for more diligence), the sole obviously can be dirty from every source of detritus imaginable, yet not a moments thought is given to hygiene for the toy. The message is that they do not deserve any thoughts about hygiene. And the almost pointless extreme cleanliness of the sole of the Mistresses’ shoe sole is so, so much more important than the self respect or health of the toy. Delightful!

Consistent Cruelty

Well a holiday comes to an end. Blissful – for me. So many orgasms! Almost every day bitch-boy received a prolonged deterrent punishment to get the day going, and ‘get me going’, not that I needed it. Pissed on each afternoon, left in sensory deprivation for a couple of hours upstairs all alone, colouring in with his dolly – outdoors for two or three hours, doing the laundry and ironing, teasingly – in secure sensory bondage on the sofa – having his boy’s bits played with for over an hour every day while I watched a number of DVD’s throughout my break.

No breakfast, no lunch for bitch-boy. All the driving. All the tidying up in the kitchen. The list goes on. bitch-boy will be glad to be home and me return to work, so he can have his break! But my giving up work is moving closer. Lucky bitch-boy will then have my supervising, exploiting company 24/7/365 – lucky slave.

Delightful, Cruel Dominance!

I just adore the technique of using deceitful empathy and exploitative encouragement to get a slave to talk freely and passionately about the shameful, pathetic perversities that affect them so deeply. And then when the shameful beans have been well and truly spilt, the Mistress switches mode and callously and scornfully mocks the slave for having such contemptible perversities of thought and personality. Secondly, that she invokes a new devastating rule making the slave miserable for no other reason than – just because she can, and informs the slave that the new rule will remain in place for the rest of the slave’s existence – with no chance of a change of heart. Thirdly having the slave sincerely give thanks for something the slave hates and, finally, giving an instruction suffixed by the dreaded words, ‘until further notice’. Such an instruction filling a slave with dread because they have no idea for how long the torment will continue.  Delightful, cruel dominance!

My Mistress has done something that has left me truely heartbroken and in awe of Her development into the Dominant role. A week ago she came back from shopping looking amazing in her tight jeans and very well worn black leather ballet flats ( such a favourite of mine). She ordered me to get myself naked, and to be collared and hand cuffed with a short chain connecting the cuffs to collar; putting me in a begging position. I was so excited as I had a feeling I was going to have prolonged shoe worship after her long day of shopping.

Mistress began asking me if I liked her shoes etc, teasing me, patronising me. Making me say in detail how much I love footwear, why I love them etc. She has a wonderful way of making me feel comfortable to admit to my shoe fetish desires fully before switching it around to letting me know how pathetic it is to be turned on by shoe sweat.

She then began to tell me of a thought She had had while out and about. I was told how lucky I am that I love shoe worship as footwear licking is one of her favourite things. She enjoys the visual aspect of looking down. She enjoys the symbolism. She even enjoys feeling a tongue pushing against her toes through leather.  And of course there is the practical aspect of cleaning shoes with my tongue. She then went on to explain though that my fetish for the SMELL of sweaty worn shoes has no benefit to her at all. She explained that she was unhappy that a byproduct of my shoe licking was me enjoying the aroma of her foot sweat. This is especially true when sometimes prolonged shoe licking is used as punishment – she said it wasn’t right that I have the reward of smelling the shoe.

I was a little bit confused by what she said. Then she told me she had a present for me and I was to put my hands out. She placed a little package in my hand containing a swimmers nose clip. She laughed very hard and loud as she saw the penny drop with me. I felt sick instantly. She quickly explained that I would be wearing my present for all future foot and footwear worship to ensure I fully concentrate on the cleaning and worship and not my own pathetic little sweaty shoe AROMA fetish.

I attempted to plead and argue. She cut me off by placing her hand out and demanding with authority, ‘£3.50 for the present gimp’. So for extra humiliation I had to scurry off to get money to pay for the worst present I’ve ever had. She then took the clip out of the packet and placed it on my nose. She then made me thank her and tell her how wonderful her idea was. This was extra humiliating given the nasal voice created by the clip.

She explained that when I deserve a reward I will occasionally be allowed to sniff her footwear, but I will be gagged. She then casually and heartlessly said that she doesn’t envisage any eventuallity where I’ll ever lick and smell her shoes at the same time ever again. I was and am still devastated.

She then gave me her sweaty shoes and told me to lick the sweat out until further notice. And just for good measure, the nose clip stayed on for the rest of the day.

Released by wife only once a year

A little later today I will be releasing my lovely elliot from his cock cage. Still later, when I have dressed for cocktails and New Year’s celebrations I will be giving him more than his regular dose of Viagra. I am not entirely sure what I want to do to celebrate the New Year but it is always nice to have elliot at the ready. Later he will be locked in his steel cock cage for the first time and, for extra fun, I will be attaching the first of his scrotum weights to see how he adjusts. It is quite light weight so it should not be too uncomfortable. But he will positively clank if he is not wearing his girdle. (Which might be fun when he reads the Lesson in Church on Sunday.)

There were two huge events in our lives this year. First, I made the decision that elliot would be in a cock cage by default. While I let him out for much of the summer the fact is that he was caged for at least 300 of the last 365 days.

In retrospect, other than taking on the leadership of our marriage as a whole, putting elliot in chastity is one of the best decisions I have ever made. I am quite serious when I say that any dominant wife should consider the benefits of taking full charge of her husband’s sexuality.

 

No more sex allowed by wife

My Mistress/Wife made me an orgasm schedule in August, 2015 when she locked me for the first time. I have only been released about 6-7 times since this time for intercourse. Each session lasts about 2 minutes then I am immediately re-locked.

Mistress reminded me before Father’s Day that this was a scheduled day for intercourse. The evening arrived and I was so excited to feel the warmth and wetness of Mistress tightly wrapped around my hard little clitty. She seductively unlocked my cage and removed it. I sprung to life and was ready to go. Mistress stroked me for a while as She told me how wet and ready she was for me.

She then proceeded to tell me that She was a little sore (from what I do not know) and that She would not be allowing me inside Her. She then ordered me to jack off in front of her. My heart sunk as I had been waiting for intercourse for months. After about 30 seconds of stroking I shot strong and hard all over my stomach. Mistress praised me for doing such a good job and explained that from now on this will be my primary way of achieving an orgasm.

Mistress then retrieved her “boyfriends” , a large thick dildo and Hitachi magic wand. She then ordered me to lay between her legs with my face about an inch away from her parts. I was not allowed to touch. She proceeded to fuck herself to several orgasms then stuck the wet dildo in my mouth. She obviously was not sore and used that as an excuse to deny me!